My New Co-President Of Edward Eternally
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Because of lack of time and desire to write another story I have decided to let my co-president take over this story.....so....if you notice a change in the writing...DON'T BE SURPRISED
My Love My Life My Everything & Bella
"Good Morning, my love" he said in a soft voice like honey.
"I am perfectly content" I walk over to him and sat on his lap. I rested my head on his granite hard shoulder and was more comfortable here than anywhere else imaginable.
"How would you feel if i asked you to skip school today" he said in a irresistable voice.
"I would feel ecstatic, where are we going"
"To our meadow my love" he said. He leened in and kissed me lighter than a moths wing. I couldn't control myself at that point i tried to push him towards the wall. It was effortless of course. He didn't budge but too soon as always he pulled away.
"Alright I will get ready...one sec" I said.
"That wont be neccesary, Alice will dress you today"
"Oh No!" I exclaimed.
"Don't overreact love she will be on her best behavior."
I couldn't deny the irresistable lure of his voice so i just answered "Okay"
"Come on climb on my back" he helped me onto his back and then we were once again flyin through the trees in seconds.
"I love you" i leaned in to kiss his neck.
"I love you to" he replied suddenly coming to a stop. He turned me around in his arms and kissed me yet again. "You are everything to me" he said simply.
My heart reacted to his words once again. We were then at the porch of his house he opened the door and then we saw his family. They were all waiting, like there was a big occasion. Esme walked up and kissed my cheek. And then Alice took my hand a brought me up the stairs into her room.
"I will be right back"
"Okay Alice"
She was gone and back within a millisecond except this time she had a dress wiht her. It was actually more like a gown. It was floor length and it was navy. It was very extravagant. I was suddenly scared for what the day would hold.
"Please don't be difficult Bella, Edward picked this out for you" She gestured to the dress. It was beatiful i couldnt lie to myself about that but it was way to much.
"Fine then" I answered acidicly "But im not happy about this" She then proceeded to dress me, do my make-up, and then she put my hair into elegant ringlets.
"Rosalie!" She called abruptly, "is Edward back yet?"
"Yes, Everything is set" Rosalie replied.
"What is set?" I asked the two of them.
"We can't tell you, you will have to talk to edward about that."alice replied.
"He's here now" rosalie said.
"Okay,tell him we're ready"
Then I forgot all about my worries as i thought about seeing edward (even when were only appart for a 1/2 hour i still missed him). Alice and I rushed down the stairs, I stopped dead as soon as I saw Edward and how beatiful he looked in his tux. CHapter 2 Comin Soon LOL
Chapter 2
"Thank You Alice" he said
"My Pleasure" Alice replied smirking at me.
"You look beatiful, no, much more than beatiful, words cannot describe thy beauty." he said to now.
"Thank You" I flushed scarlet. He set me on my feet but then pulled me tight against his stone chest. "You dont look so bad yourself" it was a trifle understatement.
After that we walked side by side to the garage i walked to the volvo and he shook his head. "We are taking the Vanquish"
Uh Oh that was edward's special occasion car this was definitely not good. I was extremely anxious as we arrived at the pavements end.
"Wow" once i got out of his car i stopped dead in my tracks there was a trail now? The trail was line with lighting a flowers for as far as i could see.
"What do you think?" he asked
"What is the occasion edward"
"You will see soon enough my love" I was lost in thought for the rest of the way to the meadow, thinking about what to expect. And then we arrived it seemed like an incredibly short time but probably because i was dazed. The meadow had an ellagant dining set all set up. It was amazing.Edward walked to one of the two chair and pulled it out for me. I sat down still thouroughly dazed.
"Bella, I will be back in a moment" Edward said.
"Where are you going" I said not able to hide the hysteria in my voice.
"We do have to eat, I have to go get the meal"
"What meal, You cook?"
"I had to learn sooner or later." Great now the one thing i was better at was abolished.
"You didn't have to do that"
"Be openminded the meal could be awful"
"Im sure it's fine"
"I will be back in a moment" and then he was gone, i again thought about what to expect.
And then he was back again carrying a picnic basket it smelled wonderful. He set the table carefully making everything perfect.
"It looks amazing, Edward"
"Just eat bella" he grinned. I happily obliged. It was spectacular everything was perfect. Dammit! I thought to myself. When I paused he took the fork and began feeding me.
"What do you think" he asked.
"It's great"
"Are you finished"
"Yes I replied" Then he grabbed my hand pulled me up and walk a ways away from the table. Then he slid down on one knee. Oh No! I thought.
"Isabella Marie Swan I promise to love you forever every single day of forever, Will you marry me?"
I was speechless "Yes, Edward" My voice cracked.
Chapter 3 comin soon
Chapter 3
"Bella..."
"Yes"
"Do you want to marry me?" he asked
"Well yes and no...think about my parents, what will they think?" I thought about what my mothers face would look like. Kind of like a cross between fury and horror. "I want nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with you but do we have to get married"
"I just want it to be official that you are my wife and I am your husband...til death do us part"
"If you give me what I want, til death would be a lot longer."
"I cannot do that to you my love"
"WHY NOT!" I said sharply. Edward was not happy about the way the conversation had gone...that much was obvious.
"Your soul is far to important to me"
"Damn my soul!, I don't need heaven if you change me Edward, you are everything to me if i can't be with you i have nothing. I want you forever...not for 60 more years more or less."
"No Bella." I could tell by the set of his jaw that he was not going to discuss this further...but this conversation was far from over. "Let's get back to the house. They all are excited about our engagement." ENGAGEMENT! Oh my got my father is goin to burst an artery. this would not go over well with him.
On our way back we barely said a word and i didn't want to be the one to give in so i stayed quiet and tried not to look at him so he couldn't convince me. I thought about the idea of marrying edward...it wasn't so bad having us belong to each other...you know officially. But it was just the thought of what people would say that made me hesitant. I wished a thousand times that it was another time where something like this was never frowned upon. Like the time of Edwards youth...it would suprise no one during simpler times. Then we arrived at the car. Edward held my door open and i stepped inside silently. The ride home was also a quiet affair. When we arrived at the house everyone met us outside. They all hugged me, kissed me on the cheek, and welcomed me to the family. I felt sick to my stomach.
Chapter 4
Edward drove me home then and we agreed on telling my parents the following weekend. The anticipation was enough to kill me alone. Edward insisted upon waiting and considering he can read minds he is probably right as usual. When we arrive at the house my parents aren't home so edward brought his car home and came back.
"Edward I need a human moment to get into regular clothes"
"Go ahead my love, do whatever you wish" I walked over to edward on my bed and kissed him lightly, then i grabbed some pajamas and my toothbrush. I took a nice hot shower it really helped my nerves. When I was done I quickly brushed my teeth and hair and then changed into jeans and a t-shirt. I came back and edward was just as i had left him (beautiful beyond belief). I lay down next to him and he hugged me recklessly close. I kissed him one last time and drifted to sleep.
I had the most wonderful dream i had had in weeks. It was me and edward young and both beatiful, I was a vampire and we never left eachothers sides. I wanted this dream to be real so badly.
When I woke it was still dark because i went to be so early. Edward was still by my side but he actually looked like he was resting. How odd? I thought but then he opened his eyes and grinned widely at me.
"Good Morning, my love"
"Good morning edward"
"What are we doing today?"
"I'm not sure, how about we go to a library, you are in serious need of new books to read"
Then the phone rang. I ran downstairs to answer it, it was my friend jessica.
"So what has been going on with you lately?"
"I've been with edward, and guess what im doing soon"
"What" she sounded like she actually cared.
"I'm getting married in the summer before i go to college!"
"WHAT! ARE YOU KIDDING?"
"No Jess im serious dont tell anyone, promise?"
"Promise" I looked at edward he was grinning hugely. It was such a beautiful smile that i forgot about Jess and put the phone back on the hook. Then I decided it was time to talk about my mortality once again.
"Edward..."
"Yes, my love" he sounded wary
"If I marry you will you change me into one of you?" I never said vampire although it was a relief to think it.
"No, I will not ruin your chance at an afterlife, end of discussion."
"Well then you dont know me very well"
"Why are you so eager to become one of the eternally damned?"
"I never want to leave your side" It remimded me of my dream last night."
"EDWARD! GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE RIGHT NOW!" it was not edward who spoke now it was...my father!
"What is the problem?" Edward asked sincerely.
"YOU KNOW DAMN WELL WHAT THE PROBLEM IS" he was furious...that was obvious "YOU WILL NOT MARRY MY DAUGHTER AND THATS IT, NO NEGOTIATIONS."
"DAD IT IS NONE OF YOUR BUISNESS!"
"YOU KNOW DAMN WELL IT IS"
"Dad, if you think that im going to not do what i want because you'll be disapointed you have it all wrong." i fumed "I am marrying edward and if it helps you I will move out.
Chapter 5 comin soon
Chapter 5 FINALLY (I KNOW)
Charlie looked at me as if I just spoke pig latin. "Bella" He wasn't screaming, he looked hurt and disapointed. However I was still pissed.
"Don't you dare 'Bella' me" I made an attempt to glare at him. "I am going to leave tonight if you make one attempt to guilt trip me, this is my decision and I am following through. Me and Edward love each other and its time you accept it. On second thought I don't care if you accept it. You have been giving Edward trouble since the second time you saw him and I am fed up. Permission or not I'm leavin tonight." Before he could respond I turned around and went straight to my soon-to-be-old room. Once I got to the top of the stairs Edward turned me around and kissed me till I was lightheaded. I wasn't complaining though. When he spoke his voice was as ragged as my breathing.
"I am madly in love with you, my bella. I cannot wait to start our lives together. I have something to ask of you."
"Yes to whatever it is, I don't have anything in the way anymore. Whatever you want."
"Are you being true. Or are you teasing me"
"No Edward, I'm not teasing. Whatever, whenever, wherever. I am yours do what you will with me." After I was finished talking Edward gave me the most loving passionate look I had ever seen. I couldn't resist, I went on my tip-toes and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him as fiercly as I was capable of. Edward wrapped my legs around his back and carried me, while not breaking the kiss, into my room. Once we were inside he pulled away and sat me on the bed. He reached underneath, grabbed my duffel bag and several others I had aquired from Alice while shopping in Italy, and started filling them with the contents of my dresser. He finished withing minutes. We then walked out of my room carrying all of my valued possesions. While passing my father on the way out I said coldy "Call me when you decide to be reasonable, I can't talk to you now."
"Don't walk out Bella, please" Charlie said. I could care less I proceeded going out the door.
"I warned you months ago, no more chances Charlie." And just like that I left. Me and Edward jumped in the Volvo, not bringing my truck because Charlie had bought it, and drove to the Cullen home. Alice was bouncing for the second time today, she ran up to me and trapped me in a bone crushing hug.
"Now we are gonna be able to do whatever, we can leave the continental US! I can dress you everyday!" I forgot about that part but it was unquestionably worth it. I loved Edward and all of the other Cullens for that matter, so whatever makeover games were neccesary I would endure with dignity. "Now I can take you shopping whenever I want! Yay!" She backed away from the hug and continued bouncing and clapping like a 5 year old who just found out she got a pony for her birthday.
"Can I go in now Alice?" I asked wearily. She then realized that I must just now be feeling guilty for what had happened with Charlie.
"Of coarse you live here!" She was trying to lift me out of my mood and I could tell. What I didn't expect was to turn around and not see Edward.
"He is in the guest room putting your stuff away and getting his stuff out of his room."
"Why is he doing that? Aren't we staying together?" I was frantic, I couldn't not stay with Edward, I needed him.
"Calm down Bella, Esme is redoing yours and Edward's room so it is fit for both of you. Sometimes you can be so silly Bella"
"OH, I don't think we need to redo the room, I like the way his room was before."
"She is building another closet and adding a bathroom for the two of you, Theres gonna be a hot tub! Aren't you excited!" She was right that was exciting, a hot tub! Woo Hoo! STOP IT BELLA YOU ARE WAITING TIL' THE WEDDING I scolded myself.
"That's going to be difficult won't it Alice? I mean I am already having trouble restraining myself and then Edward is not making it any easier to resist by just being Edward"
"It's going to be fine Bella, remember hes going to change you regardless. And now that you live with him hes not going to think your going to back out of the wedding. Everything is perfect now!" She was more excited than me about me living here and I was very excited.
"I'm gonna go talk to Edward I'll talk to you later Alice" I walked into the house and it was as if I had lived here for years because no one was suprised to see me coming in. Alice or Edward must have already told them. I then realized I had no idea where the guest room was.
"It's 3 doors down from Edward's room" I nodded and walked to the grand staircase. On my way up I tripped and Edward appeared seconds before I could hit my head. He swooped me off my feet and before I knew what was happening we were in the guest bedroom laying on the bed with Edward at my side. I realized that I haden't heard his voice since before he packed my bags. "Hello handsome" I said while I put on a face that I hoped was alluring.
"Hello my beautiful fiance" He leaned over and kissed my nose. I grabbed his face and kissed him with the same ferocity as earlier. I pushed him onto his back without breaking the kiss and got on top of him. I could feel every line of Edwards gorgeous body against me. I licked his bottom lip and for once he didn't turn unresponsive beneathe me. And then something changed...
Chapter 6
This part is a little bit rated M but only a little...you will have to be patient. It has to be special.
Edward's control started to wain...
I started to feel his erection on my leg. I knew he would never want me to know so I pretended I didn't notice. I rolled onto my back and pulled him on top of me.
By this point I had to pull away I was panting like I had just run a 1,000 miles with no water. He gave me a dazzling smile and then leaned forward and kissed my neck; then he was gone. My guess was that he thought I might notice his you know what bulging out of his pants. I decided to wait here until he came back. I was in no way decent looking. My hair was messed up, my lips were swollen, and im pretty sure that im sweating alot from the heat that seemed to be coarsing through Edward's stone body.
I went to the guest room closet to find something suitable to wear, considering I was still in the dress I wore at the meadow. I found a short black strapless number that I thought was totally inaproppriate to wear but decided to put it on anyways because I wanted to see how far I could push Edward. I started to change in the middle of the room just in case Edward came back, I thought it would be a good idea to see how he reacts to me with less clothes.
Then Edward came in and I was only in my bra and panties at this point. I looked over to the godlike Edward and his eyes were blazing with more passion than I would think possible.
I didn't even have a chance to see whats was going on before we were on the bed going at it again. This time he was on top of me again and I could once-again feel every line of his body against mine but he wasn't "excited" like before and I began to feel very self-conscious. I pushed Edward away. I gave him the best smile I was capable of. He then had that same frustrated look on his face because he didn't know what I was thinking.
"Edward,..." I didn't know what to say. I began to tear up so I ran out of the room into the hallway. Emmet was there. He whistled at me but to me it sounded sarcastic so I began to cry harder and ran into the bathroom. Once inside I tried to calm myself down. I looked in the mirror and notice that I was still wearing my bra and panties! I forgot all about it. THAT MEANS EMMET JUST SEEN ME NAKED!
Edward's POV
This is my first time writing in this POV so please take it easy on me. Edward's POV starts at the end of Chapter 5.
I saw in my sister's head that Bella was about to fall up the stairs and recieve quite a large bump on her head from it. I dropped the things I was getting out of my room and ran just fast enough to catch Bella before she fell.
When I caught her she made the most seductive face I had ever seen her give. I couldn't help myself. At a very non-human pace, I swooped my Bella off her feet and raced to the Guest Bedroom. I brought her onto the bed and to top it all of she whispered "hello hansome".
I responded "Hello my beautiful fiance" and I leaned down to kiss her nose. But, right before my lips touched it she grabbed my face and kissed me so passionately I started to lose some of my control.
I was getting excited and that could be very dangerous for the love of my exsistence. She pushed me on my back while still kissing me, and got on top of me. Feeling her warm body against mine was driving me mad. I wasn't tempted for her blood so much anymore, it was her body I wanted.
She licked my bottom lip and let out a small involluntary moan. I didn't even think she noticed she did it but I did and it was making me derranged.
My you know what was erect and I was hoping she wouldn't notice. It seemed like she didn't so I continued to kiss my little temptress. She rolled onto her back and I followed trying to control myself. (and not succeeding very much) Her heart beat was alarmingly fast and she pulled away. She was breathing harder than I had ever seen before.
I was going to lose control I had to get out of there. I smiled at her, kissed her neck, and ran out. I went to my room to put some more items into the guest room. I grabbed a large box of cds, all bella favorites, and started to walk towards my room.
When I arrived in the doorway she didn't seem to notice...because she was changing and she was in her bra and panties. Both of which I was positive Alice had picked out the top was a white lacey bra that barely hid any of her breast and the bottoms were just a white lacey match thong.
I couldn't help myself once again, I tackled her onto the bed. I was on top of her and we were kissing with the same passion as before but I was not "excited" she lightly pushed me away and gave me a sad smile. I tried to see what she was thinking and like every other time I couldn't.
"Edward,..." my Bella said. I couldn't figure out what I had done. She started to tear up and she ran from the room. I was so shocked I didn't notice that she wasn't wearing her clothes. And then I heard Emmet's thoughts.
Wow she looks alot better in here underwear than I thought she would. *he whistled*
I was going to kill him, and then I heard my Bella start to sob louder. What did he do now? I ran out into the hallway.
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Chapter 7
EDWARD'S POV
"Emmet!" I shouted with a noticable amount of fierce anger.
"What Eddie?" Ugh there he goes again with that stupid nickname. I was looking at his face and you could see that he wasn't repentant at all..."I was just giving her a compliment that's all" He looked at me as if he was completely innocent.
"Emmet if you don't leave my prescense as fast as you can right now I guarentee you are going to regret it."
"Ahh! Come on Eddie, take a chill pill. Relax." I hated it when people told me to relax, it didn't help unless it came from the lips of my Bella.
"Go Emmet." I clenched my jaw.
Must be all that sexual frustration..I guess I would be in a pissy mood if I was a 108 year old virgin too. I wonder what Rose is doing... Emmet started walking at a slow human pace down the stairs. I started knocking on the door quietly so I could hear my Bella's voice.
"Bella...Can I come in Bella?"
"Edward...I'm sorry about...you know....and I didn't mean to...."
"Why are you apologizing Bella? You did nothing wrong." I could hear her sobbing quietly in the bathroom.
"Edward, it's just...I'm not comfortable being..." She camed to the door and opened it up for me. When I walked in she was wearing the fuzzy robe Alice had bought her.
"Bella, you musn't be self-conscious. You are the single most gorgeous and breathtaking woman on this earth."
"I know that things changed when I wasn't wearing my clothes. It wasn't the same. Am I that bad Edward?" She still had tears running from her eyes.
"You have no idea what happened to me seeing you in there. I almost every ounce of control I had left and I was ready to ravage you right then and there."
"But, you know earlier before when you kept me from falling?"
"Yes"
"Well you moaned Edward, and I could tell you were "excited"" She made the air-quotes and she was flushing crimson. I was hoping she wouldn't have noticed either of those things but I always underestimated my Bella.
"I left because I needed to get control of myself. When I came back I was trying a lot harder not to hurt you, and when you pushed me away..." She stopped me from talking by kissing my cold hard lips. I would never forget how it felt to have her soft warm mouth against mine. It was amazing, it made me feel almost human. Bella seemed to gain confidence as we were kissing. She gave me a seductive smile, leaned forward, and whispered in my ear.
"What do you say we continue right where we left off then. Are you up for it?"
"Anytime any place?"
"Really?..." What had I gotten myself into?
Bella's POV
I was in the bathroom thinking about what had just happened. Edward lost sexual interest in me. Emmet saw me naked. And now I am in the bathroom hoping to able to avoid all of the waiting humiliation. I searched around the gorgeous room for something I could wear. I looked into my closet and found my pink fuzzy robe. I wrapped it around myself then walked over to the mirror. Fresh tears were still running down my blotchy flushed face and I definitely had "sex hair".
I heard a soft knock on the door and heard "Bella" then a pause "Can I come in Bella?" I wasn't sure what I wanted to do. I started trying to explain myself.
"Edward...I'm sorry about...you know....and I didn't mean to...." I couldn't come up with the right words.
"Why are you apologizing Bella? You did nothing wrong." I was stil sobbing while sitting on the toilet.
"Edward, it's just...I'm not comfortable being..." I decided to open the door for him. I walked over and let him in.
"Bella, you musn't be self-conscious. You are the single most gorgeous and breathtaking woman on this earth." I flushed deeply but I'm sure he couldn't tell with my face looking as it did.
"I know that things changed when I wasn't wearing my clothes. It wasn't the same. Am I that bad Edward?" I thought about how all of his excitement from earlier had just drained withing the 3 minutes he was gone.
"You have no idea what happened to me seeing you in there. I almost every ounce of control I had left and I was ready to ravage you right then and there." I was getting excited now. Edward never had spoken that way around me and although I would never admit it to him I loved it.
"But, you know earlier before when you kept me from falling?" Again
"Yes" he answered simply.
"Well you moaned Edward, and I could tell you were "excited"" I knew he wouldn't want me to notice, but I did.
"I left because I needed to get control of myself. When I came back I was trying a lot harder not to hurt you, and when you pushed me away..." I stopped him with a kiss. I love the way his lips felt on mine and the taste was indescribable. As we were kissing I decided I wanted to see if I had the affect he said I had on him. I started kissing him more confidently. I gave him a quick smile that I hoped was tempting and whispered in his ear.
"What do you say we continue right where we left off then. Are you up for it?"
"Anytime any place?" This should be fun.
"Really?..." He looked worried.
Chapter 8
Because of my lack of experience writing sex scenes I asked my my co-president of www.edwardeternally.webs.com to write the sex scene and help out with the writing of this particular chapter. I think it came out great! Tell me what you think in an email or in the guest book. Don't forget to give the co-president props to! (emails at top of page)
"Yes Bella?" she managed to respond, even though I knew perfectly well what she was thinking in her head. you need clothes and a new car duh !!!" she made it seem like it was the most obvious thing in the world, when to me everything was perfectly fine the way it was. “What about my truck…………….. and what's wrong with the clothes I have on now?" She looked at me as if I were about to be committed. I knew there was no way that I was going to get around or back out of going shopping with Alice, but I sure as hell didn’t have to pretend to be happy about it. For some reason Edward seemed to be taking it better than I was, maybe this is what he’s been wanting? Maybe he really has wanted to deepen out relationship? Thousands of trees and 10 miles later we were outside what looked like the most impressive and exclusive set of clothing stores that I had ever seen. There were even people in suits waiting to open the doors for us, clearly Edward and Alice waved for me to follow all the way to the back where a petite blond lay waiting with a tape measurer and mound of clothes, it was pretty obvious that Alice knew what she wanted and there was no convincing her otherwise, so I decided to just play along. “Hello and welcome. I am Ashley and I will helping you during your shopping time. I went into the dressing room where I separated the clothes into three piles. The first was the formal clothing that including dresses and skirt and blouse combinations of all colors, some day to day clothing that included nice looking t-shirts, tank tops, and jeans, and the intimates. I briefly looked through the formal clothing until I found a long black dress and wandered to the intimates until I found a lacy combination that had bows on the side of the thong and in between the cups of the bra. I was putting on the dress when I suddenly began feeling warm hands grazing my sides, there was only one person that could touch me with such passion and fire, it had to be Edward. Before I knew it I could no longer feel the solid floor beneath my feet but rather air and the stiff hardness of Edward’s torso between my legs, the length of his erection grazing my stomach. There was no time for me to think of anything rational because before I knew it I was ripping to black dress off of me so that I could get a better look at Edward and so that I cold capture his luscious lips in mine. With the force of my lust and determination behind me I ripped off the dress and claimed Edward’s lips as my own. There was so much desire so much need behind us that I barely noticed that we had just entered into a new room, a somewhat secluded changing room that was filled with a couch and mirror. It seemed like years before I broke away only to gasp for breath s Edward laid me down gently on the couch and began stripping in front, his lust clearly visible in his now darkening eyes. Once he was in his boxers he laid the length of himself across my body and began to lift my bra until it was finally hanging from his fingers. “My god how I have dreamed of this moment,” was all Edward could say before I once again claimed his lips in mine and began pulling off his boxers. He casually slid his hand down my side and hips where he stopped at the line of my underwear before saying “take off …NOW!!!” in a somewhat demanding state. He clearly knew what he wanted. Before I could comprehend a thought I was pulling off my underwear and I was beginning to feel his warmth trailing down my body. He was licking a trail all the way down my stomach until he reached my belly button where he spread my legs and began swirling his tongue and sucking on my clit. Before I knew it I began moaning in pleasure and thrusting upward in the need of his cock to fill me completely. I couldn’t take it any longer, he was teasing me and I had had enough. I wrapped my legs around his waist and let the length of his erection fill me before I began thrusting deep inside. By the time we had both reached our climax the air in the room seemed to feel like a sauna. Maybe we had been at this for longer than I thought….but that couldn’t be the case. “My god. I can’t believe I stayed so far from you…” the words barely escaped my mouth before Edward was leaning in close, claiming my mouth for his own. He clearly wasn’t done with me yet. We continued for what seemed like days before there was a knock on the door and Alice was demanding that we leave because she clearly didn’t approve that we were “together” in a changing room, although I didn’t really see the problem, I mean, they were private rooms… “You guys do share a room together you know….we could go home….” before I was able to understand what was going on I was being pulled under the black silk covers of our new bed. “I wanted to keep this as a surprise for the right moment. So, I figured this as good a time as any to tell you that our room is finished…” and with those last words he began trailing warm kisses down my neck stopping at the middle of my neck where he released his fangs and began to drink. I thought it was going to hurt, in fact, I expected pain, but there was very little and then I felt like I was exploding. Lust and desire that I never felt before began to burn with the intensity of the highest flame and all I could do was pull Edward tighter, locking him in an embrace that I could on to forever…but he quickly broke away. “I…I…can’t….” but desire itself was stronger than even the powerful Edward and he once again began nibbling on my neck, drawing the sweet nectar of life from my body until I became lightheaded and soon found myself in his arms with my lips to his tongue, gently sucking, and slowly regaining consciousness. “What the….what happened” was all I could say before I was caught in an embrace that would have crushed the bones of any normal person, but everyone knew that I was far from normal. According to Edward I was unlike any human that he had ever met and I suppose that is one of the reasons he chose to be with me, but I am sure there are others. Shopping may not have turned out the way that we planned, but there was always tomorrow or the day after that, unfortunately there is always someone or something that gets in the way of our plans….
I woke up the next day in the grasp of my Greek god. I looked into his beautiful topaz eyes and saw a thick emotion; was it love, passion, lust, or all of the above? All I knew was that no matter what it was it made me want him. And want him badly.
"Good morning Eddie," I gave him an innocent yet incriminating smile knowing he hated the nickname.
He grunted, a short animal like sound, before he said, “ now that I think about it, it doesn't sound like such a bad nickname coming from your radiant full lips." Before I knew it he was arching his head to the curve of my neck and lightly pecking hot fiery kisses down to my collar bone, before he quickly pushed away, resisting the urge, as long as he could. His gaze once again locked to mine and it was as though the world was lost and all that was left was him and me.
"Edward" I sighed before realizing that I was running out of breath. "I…….I…..I……I….I need a moment," I knew I may not be the most courageous person, but I knew I was going to try to seduce him, no matter what is took and he had no idea what was coming.
"Of course," Edward whispered displaying one his more irresistible smiles. I then proceeded to pry my self away from his grasp, feeling the void that was already beginning to form in my chest. How can I do this? I think to myself. I barely can stand to be from him for a mere 4 minutes, what happens when things go deeper? I decided long ago that Edward was all I wanted and nothing was going to stand in my way. I started peeling off my clothes, layer by layer, inside the room before I turned my head and winked. I wrapped a towel around my body and basically ran into the bathroom, glad to be that much closer to achieving my goal. I waited until the warm water began to fall before I threw off my towel and began to clean my body. Edward always kept the most luxurious soaps in the shower, and they all came in so many scents. There was Strawberry, Arch berry, Watermelon, Soft Rain, Passion Fruit, and the weirdest scent, lust. It seems weird that there was ever such a smell created. What could something like lust actually smell like? I grabbed the bottle of lust and strawberry and mixed a giant glob in my hand before spreading it through my hair and around my body and letting the heat and steam of the water melt my terror of what was to come away.
I rewrapped myself in a towel and peaked my head outside the door before saying "
"Would you mind getting me some clothes to wear?" I knew almost immediately that I had just made the wrong statement. I don’t know what it is about her and shopping, but give that girl an opportunity for a slight change in wardrobe and she’s ready to refill a closet.
"SURE!" her excitement was extremely tangible "AND THEN WE CAN GO SHOPPING!!!" Even with the door now closed I could tell she was jumping up and down, it was almost as though I could feel it.
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After what seemed like a century of pulling, plucking, and pushing I got to look in the mirror and discover that they had made me look they had made me look absolutely perfect, my breasts now being supported by a pushup strapless rather than my usual sports bra. “Wow you look so great!" my two stylists said in unison. I blushed deep crimson and tried to change the subject.
"Why do we need to go shopping
"Your truck is totaled, Rose accidentally smashed it while driving down the winding road and your clothes are just inadequate, you deserve much better. I was also hoping we could pick up some more intimate apparel for you and Edward... that's why he is coming with us." Great one of my greatest fears just had to have been worsened by the fact that not only would I be picking out clothing I clearly wasn’t ready if not afraid to buy, but the person that I would be sharing said clothing with would be there to pick it out as well, ohh lord, what the hell have I gotten myself into?
Chapter 9
“This better be good Jasper….yeah I know that….she wanted it in black….no….BLACK….wait what? No that can’t be...” Edward’s voiced had dropped low and sullen as though someone died…in the human sense.
“Hey, what’s going on…?” I asked Edward as he finished speaking in hushed tones to his “brother” Jasper.
“I don’t want you to worry…but there was an unexpected visitor last night and your dad is in the hospital...” Edward let the words tumble from his lips in a way that not only frightened me, but put me on the alert in many ways. What the heck was I supposed to do?? Was I supposed to sit there as my father was in god knows how much pain in the hospital? That was definitely not an option for me….for one….my own worried mind would not let that happen.
“We’ve got to go see how he’s doing. I’ve got to know….” I spoke softly looking directly into the eyes of my love, but in turn seeing nothing but a predator gazing at me. He clearly thought that it wasn’t safe or wise for me to go to the hospital to see Charlie, but I didn’t have a choice. There was an itch in the back of mind telling me that there was something going on here that I didn’t know…and I knew that I needed to find out. “What aren’t you telling me Edward?”
He was trying to hide his anger and yet I could feel his pain. He didn’t want me to get hurt after what happened the last time, but I couldn’t bear the thought of not being able to help or see Charlie. I knew that our days together were getting fewer and fewer at least for a bit. Edward had told me that for the safety of my family and everyone that I loved that I would have to wait at least a year after my “creation” before seeing my family again…though I could email and talk to them. It was mostly to ensure that they wouldn’t freak out about the changing process.
“This isn’t fair to me and you know it Edward!!! “ I screamed as tears began to stream down my face. I couldn’t take all the lies and the hurt…especially when my family was involved… I just couldn’t take it. “I know you feel like you have to protect me, but I… I…I have to go see him !!” and with that I ran out of the house in a robe and shorts and turn the keys in the Volvo an listened to the hum before setting out to the hospital, much to my surprise Edward hadn’t followed me like I thought he would. Maybe Edward not following me was for the best, but I had a feeling that he had something else in mind, what exactly that was, was the number one question.
Chapter 10
Just as I had presumed Edward wasn’t at the hospital either….but where the heck could he be. Maybe his father would know I wondered. “Hey
“I’m not sure….” I was left unconvinced. He was clearly hiding something and I was going to stop at nothing until I knew exactly what he meant, but first I knew I had to let him to his job. “You are looking better Charlie….the wounds are healing nicely, but I’m afraid we may have to keep you in the hospital for a couple days to make sure that you don’t contract an infection in your wound..” and with those last words Carlisle left to see another patient. Time would bring us together…for that I was certain.
“Hey dad….how are you doing?” I didn’t expect to get much more that slurred words on account of the fact that they had him on such high doses of morphine, but in many ways I wish I could just reach out and understand what he was feeling…I was only days away from getting my transformation and I don’t think I could handle not saying good-bye.
“You know he can’t talk to you…” Edward’s angelic voice seemed to carry in the air. When I whirled around to see him he was baring a half smile and two dozen roses….one for me I had hoped. As he slid the vase with the first batch of roses on the table near Charlie he moved closer around me and I it was if pain was lifted from my shoulders. He gave me the other dozen and kissed me gently on the lips, fast enough so Charlie wouldn’t really be able to make anything out.
“ooooooooofdfndkgfgkfg…”there was no way that I could make out anything that Charlie was muttering, but for some weird reason Edward had. He even shook his head no in a way that made me wonder….what on earth could Charlie just have said ?? clearly I was the one that was going to stay out of the loop…as always…
“We need to talk Edward…Dad I’ll be right back I’m going to get some food with Edward at the cafeteria down the hall..” it’s was the best excuse I could come up with on short notice and my stomach was grumbling. As the mere thought of food came to mind I saw Edward lifting a plastic bag from behind him….steaming hot and smelling delicious.
“It’s your favorite…..” I knew he was just sucking up to me…trying to buy his time so he wouldn’t have to talk to me about Charlie, but I knew what he had in mind.
“Let’s go sit in the cafeteria and we can talk there…” Edward clearly didn’t enjoy my logic, probably thinking that food would be enough of a distraction. We came up to a row of white booths and I choose the cleanest one that was closest to the door, which turned out to be the one away from most of the people, which was fine with me. “Listen, why wouldn’t you tell me what you knew about Charlie before I got to the hospital?”
“Because I didn’t want you to worry the way you are worrying now. I had the problem taken care of so I thought, why even tell you” my look of utter disgust must have been clearly shown because Edward seemed to show fear and shock in his eyes. “I…I’m sorry. I was stupid not to tell you about him…..fine…..there was a problem with…well some more powerful vampires…including some that you already met and they scented Charlie out…they knew if they got to Charlie that they could draw you away from me…of course I didn’t really leave you...I couldn’t.” I took comfort in knowing that Edward at least cared enough to worry about me, but why would he follow me, but not just go in the same car. I have a feeling it was to ward whatever was near away.
“Did you get rid of what attacked Charlie for good? I don’t think I could deal with it if you haven’t.”
EDWARD’S POV
I felt like I was being burned on a stove during our entire conversation. I mean, she talked to me like I had done something wrong, when I really was only trying to protect her. I knew that if I didn’t follow her someone…or something…would try to get her and I couldn’t do that.
“Esme and Emmett were out and were able to take care of it….unfortunately Rose did get a few injuries, but she has healed up nicely…” Bella was just about finished when I sensed Charlie awaking once again, more alert this time I felt it would be a good idea to get back to the room and then get Bella the heck out of the hospital…just as a precaution.
“Bella your father is stirring…we should get back to the room so you can talk to him…” I knew the change had been on her mind for quite awhile, but I also knew that talking to her father the most that she could would help her, at least that’s what I thought.
BELLA’S POV
“Alright let’s get back to the room Edward, but later we are going to talk and there will be no “trying to persuade me”…” he clearly knew what I meant because as we got up from our bench he let out a chuckle. He could have his laughs for now, but later I would make him pay for making me wait to know what happened to Charlie. It was high time he realized how important my family was to me.
“He Charlie, how are you feeling?” I knew it was a stupid answer to ask, but it had been about 40 minutes and the effects of the morphine should have subsided by now.
“I feel better now that you’re here…” was all he could say before falling into a deep slumber. Ohh well it was time that Edward and I got back to have that discussion. “Tell
“Fine…I’ll meet you in the car…go ahead so I can talk to
“ughhhh..” I grunted. Edward let out another chuckle before I no longer could see him in the room. I knew he was doing what he was told, but how long would he keep secrets like this from me? Would he keep me in the dark all the time? I honestly could handle thinking about how un-trusted I felt, but I also couldn’t help feeling the desire to be with Edward forever. By the time I got to my house I was so ready to run inside to clean and get my mind away from everything that I nearly forgot Edward.
“Come on Edward…” I led him inside and told him to sit in the kitchen while I tidied up, but I knew he would not…he followed me around the house until I finally sat at the kitchen table, smelling of Green Giant and Bleach…what a lovely combination. “ I need to go shower, but after I wouldn’t mind it if….well….we could….listen to music and cuddle…” from everything I learned about Edward he had more than cuddling on his mind, but for now that was all he was getting.
I hopped out my chair, grabbed my robe from my bedroom, and dashed into the bathroom for a nice long shower. I couldn’t help thinking about Edward the entire time I was in the shower, so naturally I was rushing through not even thinking about which soap I put where, only the fact that I felt clean and smelt clean. I pulled on my robe and walked into the bedroom to find soft Edward sprawled out on my bed with soft music playing the background, he certainly knew how to comfort me.
Chapter 11
You might notice that some of this text is borrowed from my other fanfiction, but you will learn why...
“Are you going to stand all day or are you going to come over here...” Edward asked in a sexy whine.
“I have to get dressed Edward! Sheesh!” I dashed out of the room with a matching set of underwear and bra, a new set Edward and
Within moments he had his hands wrapped around my waist and he was pulling me closer to him, to the point that I was cradled in his arms like a sleeping child. “Hey this isn’t fair !!” I began to struggle a bit, but Edward just kept holding on.
“Are you done now…” with a look of what I would call happiness and shear lust Edward leaned his face towards mind, but paused before his lips touched, my heart began to beat so quickly I was sure it was going to burst. He simply closed his eyes, smelt the air, and then opened them again until our eyes met and it was though I felt his exact emotions, there was no more holding back.
He laid his lips on mine with force that could have hurt, had it not been for my equal pressure on him. I let my lips part until my tongue was free. He fell for my trap and soon his tongue was entangled with mine. One hand went to cup my face while the lay wrapped around my waist. Soon I felt warmth around my body and it was only then did I brake from Edward’s embrace to breath. He began to trail his hands down my body and I felt as though fire was overtaking my body.
I needed him something fierce, just like he needed me. “Don’t stop Edward….” And those were the last words I could say before the physical world began to disappear. Soon moans so distant to the human ear were escaping from my lips and I began to yearn for nothing but Edward’s touch. Every moment I felt his hands on my body, every inch that he felt, seemed to send bolts of ravaging need through her, to the point that I could no longer control myself. Edward pulled me so close that I could feel his chiseled chest firm on my breasts and then I felt it.
Edward…….please… …don’t….stopppp….” Moments later Edward had me pinned beneath him, devouring every inch of my body. He slowly made his way from my stomach to my hips where he pealed the once new black panties from me and began to swirl his tongue slowly inside me. He could feel my heart rate increase with every lick and every moment he spent touching me, heck I thought I was going to burst.
“Now…….please…….” In what seemed like a century, but merely 3 moments, Edward tore off his pants and began to plunge deep within me, he had me, forever and for all eternity. As Edward felt me reach my peak he began to plunge deeper and deeper until our bodies were no longer two. He began to kiss my lips and pull me closer when I decided it was my turn to take control. Within seconds I was on top of him with my mouth molding to his, clawing at his back in a way that would normally make a grown man cry, but it did very little but make Edward want more.
“Do it Edward…………now………..change me…….” I knew this is the way that I had imagined it all along, but……suddenly I could feel Edward collapse under me. In a moment of desperate need and desperate thought I grabbed Edward’s dagger (the one he had recently started keeping on the side of the bed) and cut my neck. Flowing laces of velvet soon started to come from my neck as I began to loose feeling and the world started to turn cold. The last thing I could remember, before falling into what seemed like utter darkness, was Edward crying out “no!!” but that wasn’t my end….it was….my beginning.
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Chapter 12
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I woke dazed and disoriented and yet there was the uneasy feeling of dire need to feed. I knew not why, but all I wanted to do was leapt from the bed…like I immeasurable amounts of energy wallowing inside of my body, but as I struggled to move I realized that I couldn’t. I was being held down by chains.
“Thank god you made it. Now don’t be afraid, this is simply for your protection...” Edward whispered in my ear. His words calmed me, but for only mere seconds because as every moment passed while I was awake, I felt my body growing stronger and my will to attack along with it.
“I never imagined it to be like this….I need….I feel…” to be completely honest I had no idea what the heck I felt. I only knew that the utter lack of ability to think clearly was seriously getting annoying.
“This is normal Bella. You’re going to feel the desire to attack and the desire to feed, but you must remain patient. Emmett and Jasper went to get you a meal, I realize it’s not human as you will as you first drink it, but the werewolves are clearly not happy with us to begin with.” I knew exactly what he meant by that. The Cullens were not supposed to drink human blood or change anyone, but how could this be their faults, I mean, I was the one that slit my throat.
“This can’t be happening. I have to talk to Jacob and explain, he has to know…” I realized that Edward clearly didn’t think it was a very good idea as soon as I thought it because he immediately started shaking his head, looks like my ability to hide my thoughts no longer worked….
“It’s not safe both for you and everyone around you if I were to release you right now. You need to wait until after your first feeding when you are less apt to…hurt others….or yourself….” I had no idea what the heck he was saying because at this point I was basically tuning him out. I know I should have been paying more attention, but what the hell. I mean, Jacob needed to know…unless he already did know.
I made a promise not long ago to myself and to Jacob that I was never going to hurt him again, but isn’t that exactly what I had just done. He wanted nothing in the world more than to be with me…and now he would never be able to because I was Edward’s forever, exactly the way I wanted it…or so I thought. I realized before that I did love Jacob, but Edward is who I really wanted, he is the one that my body and heart sang for….but why in the world was I feeling this extreme guilt, as though what I did was wrong.
“Hey, sunshine...” Emmett clearly was taking light to situation, “welcome to family….finally.” I was glad that I was at least accepted by Emmett, so far. I mean, I knew all along that he would accept me, on account of everything that he had said, but I doubted it because well…..I don’t really know. For some reason doubt just had been plaguing my mind. I still had so much to think about…for one….how am I going to tell Renee and Charlie when they think I’m off at college in a month??
I know it sounds weird, but according to Edward I can’t have contact with humans for another 3 weeks, which brings me awfully close to the start of school. It didn’t seem to bother me, but it sure as hell bothered Edward, but I could also tell this is what he wanted. For once I could tell that he wasn’t afraid that I was going to break in his arms…..because for once I was stronger than even him.
“Here drink this….you’ll need to help quench that thirst right about now…” Emmett handed me a crystal glass filled with blood and for once my stomach didn’t turn in sickness…it turned, in delight. I remembered what Edward ad said about new born vampires being extremely strong and that I should challenge Emmett really soon….and that’s exactly what I was planning.
After I finished my drink the undeniably strong thirst was no longer present and I was able to concentrate on speaking. “Hey Emmett I challenge you to an arm wrestle.”
Emmett’s entire face seemed to lift in utter excitement and delight as he said, “You’re so on!!”
